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Thank you for visiting Beating Benzos. This site was created to provide information, help and encouragement for those who have been prescribed benzodiazepine drugs and are in the process
of tapering from these or have already withdrawn. Please read My Drug History for full details of the drugs I was prescribed over the years 1972 to 2012.
my journey on Nitrazepam, a benzodiazepine prescribed by my doctor for sleep problems, nearly fifty years ago. This is my story and how I am slowly conquering an intense and difficult withdrawal.
My passage through
those years is told in My Story. Extracts from my daily journals are also included. Blog pages 1 to 9 form my on going recovery journey from April 2014, seventeen months after I stopped the
drug (when I finally felt well enough to write) to the present day. Please use the Blog Index to directly access the older posts you would like to read. I continue to write blog posts to this day, June
2020, but now these mostly follow advice and support for those still suffering this iatrogenic illness. You will also see that over the years I have many times announced my full recovery only to be plunged back down into the hell a few days or weeks later.
It's a haphazard process, with many twists and turns until the brain gets it right. Healing from Benzos is not linear but more of a roller coaster ride.
I've therefore experienced a long and difficult recovery with
numerous symptoms and total destruction of my previous life. It has also been protracted, which a few do suffer, and I still have some problems to this day although I consider myself healed from the brain and body damage caused by benzos. Anything I'm left
with now could be age related but impossible to tell. My later Blog posts therefore reflect my ongoing thoughts relevant to benzo withdrawal and hopefully helpful for others.
I hope the pages contained here will provide
everyone with belief and inspiration that this difficult journey does eventually end however long it may take. Always remember many thousands have travelled this road before you and recovered. Benzo withdrawal ends in the time that is right for you.
You are welcome to join the Facebook group linked to Beating Benzos. The group is private so please log into Facebook with your account and request
permission to join. When accepted into the group please write a brief history of your own experiences with benzodiazepine drugs so you can be welcomed.