Towards Recovery for Eliazar

[WebDevElijah]

WOW, Where so I start my Benzo warriors this is a message of hope I will be off 2 years November 5 2021 but as of now I am 80% healed. First off I want every to know that people that heal or start feeling better leave don’t come back to the group because their life is better and their life’s go on but trust us we never forget about you. I have been through it all family I tell people some times that I died 5 times and came back alive that’s how bad my shit was. I told a close guy friend of mine that if I passed that I wanted him to marry my wife and look after my daughter who the fuck comes up with those thoughts ??? You know shit is deep when you do that when your imagination takes you to that extreme but this benzo shit has no barriers but hey here I survived and here I am standing up stronger then ever. I feel so good because I been through so much in life and no one will ever imagine how strong we actually are. And yes my peeps I went through it all the dark thoughts. The crazy nightmares. The waking up jolts. The crazy thoughts in your head that a normal person doesn’t think of. The thoughts that you feel that you might die the next minute. And the list just goes on and on. I love you all and just keep being strong you will survive show your self what a bad ass you are. There’s hope there is always an end to everything and this too shall pass.